last lap. (for real)

2 papers, 1 dissertation and that's it. but why the motivation is not there?

perhaps there is a lot of uncertainty.. and fear.

sometimes i get very sick and tired of this vicious cycle. but the next step is pretty scary and not so welcoming as well~

just do it!

fell sick but not so bad, at least not during exam week. so no excuse now!

kept feeling tired, and im craving for lots of chocolate, but still coughing and having sore throat. >.<

on another note, will be going for 2 concert this month! for 2 consecutive saturdays! HEHES! it used to be only 1 concert per year, but 2 for this year! hahas! might be more if penny comes.

lalalalas.

maybe im blaming myself. not so sure, not pushing myself hard enough or working hard enough... if i am going to get blinded by what i can see and think about then i will never get there. first step out, second step now. =)

bored

guess i'm back into blogging since ive deleted my twitter app for awhile. not the account, just the app, and i wont access it through the webpage. it's good to do something different sometimes. =p

i want a getaway, preferably a bag pack or smthg. ok.. don't laugh. i want to rough it out or something? hahas! somewhere different from here, no wifi is fine too~ simple simple lifestyle for a few days. different culture, something out of my comfort zone.

or will it be better if i can find a job that will send me overseas? HAHAS!

im trying~

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我不是那么想面对人，也不知道要面对谁。

好饿，不知道吃什么好，家里有什么呢？新年食品一大堆，可是又不想吃它们。

来点寿司皮萨如何？却懒得出门。

就这样悠游的过一天?做点功课，看看戏，慢节拍的生活步伐，听起来不错嘛。

好了，有些情绪想发泄，有些事让我懊恼，有些事让我定不下心来。。。

乐观点吧，不要再钻牛角尖了，加油吧！

美好的一天，睡到自然醒。啦啦啦啦啦